A long time ago I never knew myself. then the memory Of shame birthed it�s gift. No more. the small one, the weak one, the frightened one. Running from beatings, deflating. I�m becoming more Than a man. more than you ever were. driven and burning To rise beyond jesus.
I�m born again with snakes eyes Becoming godsize
I found my life was slipping through my hands. perhaps Through death my life won�t be so bad. I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. staring through Your eyes. belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me, To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord.